Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Jasper witnessed death today...


Jasper witnessed death today. A cat got hit in the road.. i did not know how to shelter him from it. it just happened.  As he cried. i told him  even though those who are gone, are with us as we go on.  sometimes you just have to be strong. Death is apart of life.   Your journey has only begun and this kitty's journey has ended. And he is in the best place possible. In the arms of Jesus.  And Jasper just said " oh.."   and than he turned to me and said " Mom?"
and i replied with " yes?"  love you mom..  i love you too sweetheart. Very much.

i seriously have the best son possible. :)  and i learned today that sometimes you cant shelter your kids from everything. you need to let them witness things and experience the feelings of things and teach them. 
This earth is so scary and death is apart of life.  I have never accepted death. i have fought against it my whole life. When someone died, i felt abandoned.. and now i see my son, i just want him to know that death sometimes can be scary but in all reality its apart of life....   Hard day for my son.