Basically points and everything

I just realized i never put the updated pictures up of my family. So ive decided im going to do that now.

So there are those.   

As we went to our friends wedding, i realized when we walked by the temple that, this temple is so majestic... i mean  look at that architecture.  Wow. 

Anywho.. 

On another note, My mono is seriously flaring up again. It totally blows.  I slept in till 1230   thank god that Ben is here on the weekends, and than i went to church   fell asleep in relief society, and got home and slept for two hours.  Ugh... Seriously? how gay is that?!  

*It has been now Two weeks since we have not talked with Ben's parents. Its honestly for the best, I put a trespass order against them, and a no contact order for the time being, to protect my emotional well being,  Never in my life have i felt so happy and protected from Ben's parents, its honestly a relief.   

*Jasper got glasses

* I am taking a self defense woman's class:)

* I have been a motivational speaker in two classes now and tell each of those woman and men my story and how i overcame that trauma. 

* Shiloh has learned to say, 1-2-3 and " NO"  

*  Jasper has shown amazing skills in drawing, no joke, i don't think you understand how articulate this boy is, Every parent says their kid is  but my son could out beat a 2nd grader.. seriously not to mention he knows some Spanish.

* Bens carrer is just shooting through the roof,  He has been a graphic designer and web designer for now 5 years, and he was getting paid extreemly well, and now he has announced he is also doing freelance work. He already has 6 clients, so he is a teacher at a college, a graphic designer and a freelance artist. He is pretty much amazing. 

* I have decided im going to re decorate my house, Ben doesnt know, neither does his bank account.... shhhh! What i say on this blog, stays here. :p 

* Im attempting dancing and cooking,  i seriously have started a fire in our kitchen 4 times... i burn everything i make, this is not an exaggeration, I hate cooking with a passion. but i have realized, my kids are growing up and my poor husband probably needs more than microwave dinners and eating out, and burnt food lol   so i have enrolled in a cooking class. Cross your fingers.  But my husband is so proud of my efforts i make to cook food. He shows gratitude in everything,

I have seriously got alot to say but quite honestly im sick of typing.

Xoxo

Better all the time

Im finally starting to realize that Facebook just needs to end and i need to be more productive on a blog.. its easier and honestly much different but Facebook has its " pros and cons"  seriously..
Anyways,  Summer is almost over and i realized that when i saw back to school supplies and i thought to myself, my son starts preschool on September 3rd :) I sat there and realized that he is growing up. It seems dumb to everyone when you say, they are growing up and they are only 3 months or a year etc... but my son is almost 4 and the most awesome little boy. Here ill prove it.

This summer has had its ups and downs.  Fireworks were Jasper's favorite thing ever.  Ive had to lighten up on hating them so bad because he is just obsessed.  

Still getting used to it..... They just piss me off so bad and people abuse that privilege of having them.

Jasper Fell and literally i thought he broke his nose.. but turns out it was okay. 

Luckily his dad has had alot of experience in that field and helped Jazz through it.

Shiloh has just loved being outside and loves playing and irritating his brother.

We have been through now, Getting almost run over, Eating dog poop and chicken poop, found out that permanant markers do stain even mouths, he has learned how to say, " thank you" and " daddy" and "mommy" and Bye"  it has taken a year and a half for him to learn.  It took Jasper 10 months and he was talking up a storm, shiloh is for sure different, but he is so little and lovable and do darn cute. 

Im almost terrified to take him out in public because he constantly has bruising on his face and scratches all over his body, its rare if there isnt bruises.  Im so scared that people will think i abuse him haha

Hes cute! He has the cutest and most unique laugh i have ever heard, it makes me burst out laughing.  He is into literally everything and loves to explore.

Got a kitten.. We have so far, two dogs and two cats, a fish and three chickens. Yep were covered.

Our other cat is kinda being a priss still towards Alex.  Oh yeah. Jasper named him, Alexander the lion cat.

Still struggling with Bens parents... I dont know how to even describe them... worst thing that has ever happened to me.

 Blah... 

I have recently gotten an obsession with One Direction... i never ever get attached to bands...but im obsessed.

Oh yeah, we have three roosters... we got chickens to do the whole egg laying thing, The store said they were all hens, ya..... guess its my luck

 I gained now 15 pounds this summer :)  Awesome right?!  This surgery has really just been for the best.  Although i struggle with knowing ill never have children again... ill never have that beautiful baby girl. :( i hate when i see people on facebook all excited about their pregnancies... screw them. 

Sometimes woman are better off without their womanly parts... like the reproductive systems.. sometimes it is really not that healthy.. im healthier with it out. Never been healthier. My moods are having a hard time though.. still getting used to only having one ovary.. hormones are out of whack...

went to six flags for the first time.. Jasper and Shiloh loved it. So did ben and I:)

Have seen man of steel and alot of movies.  Never miss a week where we dont go to the movies:)

ill write more later my computer is dying.