Monday, April 1, 2013

Happy Birthday my little Jasper

3 years ago today at 1:54 I gave birth to Jasper.  What an amazing 3 years it has been! Love this little boy!  When i first got pregnant with Jasper there was another story that most people do not know about. And im ready to share it now that i am more okay and have not quite moved on, but remembering more now, i almost blocked it out of my memory because it was to painful. But here is the story.
There was two. I lost one and i was blessed to have one still live. That was Jasper.  
I am writing about this because i feel that it is " her" birthday as well.  I want to honor them both.
Happy birthday little one.

Today Jasper and i got to spend some one on one time with each other. We watched movies, watered flowers, blew bubbles, and played catch. I loved the time i had with him alone. He is growing up so fast and is such an intelligent little boy.  We also went to the aquarium with his cousin Kinny and his Aunt Tyne, and Shiloh, and Grandma and Grandpa Whitehair. It was fun! He loved seeing the fish. And loved exploring. It was frustrating when we had to leave....he became somewhat.....a toddler hahah, you know..bad tantrum
but he fell asleep on the way home.
It was a fun day for him. I'm grateful to have him in my life.  My little boy is so smart and so intelligent.  The day he was born, i remember walking into a law office and right as i walked into the door my water broke, everyone was just stairing at me and one woman offered me a diaper. 
Luckily my mom was there with me and she rushed me into the hospital. Ben was not far behind.  I went natural from dilatation 7 on. it was misery during that time. haha i'm not going to lie.  But i held him for the first time and my heart never felt so much love.   He was strong and i knew it. He has since blessed our lives completely. Handsome little pup.  

We love our little Jasper. 
Happy Birthday.