I admit. This week has
been emotionally draining. Finding out i have cancer is really not
the most motivational thing especially when you just had a baby and
all those hormones are going crazy already. Seeing how i have handled
it though has been good. Ive focused my energy and time on my
kids and tried not to worry about the trials in my life bringing me
down. I found it helpful to clean, pray, and watch movies.
Jaspers Birthday
is tomorrow and he is going to be my big two year old. I
dont want him growing up. He is such a sweet boy. I love the time i
have with him. Knowing that these two are going to be the only
children i will be having encourages me to take advantage of
every moment with Jazz and Shy, They will be grown up and not
needing my help anymore soon. Jazz will be out of diapers and using
the" big boy seat" and Shy will be where Jasper is soon
enough. MAKES ME GO CRAZY!!
