Jasper is finally warming up to the little guy.
He doesn't get so angry anymore. There is still jealousy
there... and loneliness at times, but in all reality he is
warming up great. Im kicking postpartum in the butt.
( With
me, keep in mind that when i go through postpartum depression,
i dont act like i dont want to see the baby, what i go through is
different, i cant be away from my baby at all. i dont want anyone
accept me and my husband to touch him, and i get way clingy and i
dont take care of myself because im to focused on taking care of the
baby. i put everyone first accept myself)
I
feel like im getting to my regular self again. Which is great!
I am so glad that i have such a caring husband and awesome boys
to get me through this hard time. It has been extremely hard
( the recovery process) I have alot of health problems that
have caused me to go down hill fast. So i am grateful for everyones
love and support. But i am so grateful that Jazz is
warming up to my little Shiloh. I love those boys so much.
They are my everything.
