Went into maternal fetal medicine today with Ben to see if i should be induced. He is in the canal. Im dialated to a 4 and effaced 90 there is no way the nurse said id even last a week. She said to hold off till i can go naturally because when they induce they have to put in a chemical or whatever to get it started and it could effect baby and mommy. SOOOO...another week and lets hope sooner!! He is close to 7 pounds and HAS A TON OF HAIR! we saw a ton of hair on the ultrasound:) he is going to have alot of hair the nurse said:) He is ready to go were just waiting till he gives the final say ;p
SHILOH WILLIAM MILLER!!! BABY CAKES! Hurry your tiny cute butt up!!! I cant do this much longer! Mommy will do anything to keep you safe and healthy though and if that means another week..so be it! your brother was only 5 pounds and your a whopping 7 pounder.. stop growing!!!!! hahahaha!! there is no way i am going to be able to push out a 7 or 8 pound baby! Your such a tease. I wonder where you get that from...BENJAMIN!!!
SOOO... here we go. Another week. Lets hope not that long:) I cant wait to hold you my sweet baby. Your brother im afraid is going to have go warm up to you.. he likes to think his mommy is his only. :) I just hope you both know, I will love you both the same. Not any less than the other and i will always be here for you two buggins. Jasper will love you eventually. Just let him be angry for a bit. Im afraid he is a lot like me.. a jealous person and scared :) but thats just him. he loves his mommy and daddy and is worried he wont be loved. Let him be mad for awhile he will grow out of it. i know that because he is ...me:) Jasper and you are my everything and your mommy and daddy and brother await your arrival and you are blessed to be sent to this family especially with a father like Benjamin. Your going to be loved to the fullest. Love you sweetie..
